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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
「 love was in the air, 1:15 AM 」

Hmm... i really should be doing up the proposal Cedric told me to do.
Or typing my report or Alvin...
Or doing my presentation for Eunice...
Or preparing myself for the event tomorrow...
Or getting myself ready for the seminar on Thursday so that i can present my learning to Zee...
But oh well, i decided to blog.

Haiz... i really need some opinion. So guys who are reading this, please give me some advice?

Here's the situation:

1) I've just been asked to help organize the Business School Dinner
2) I've also been asked to help organize Sports Fiesta
3) It seems that i may be asked to do Sports Awards night as well
4) I have Tapestry at the same time
5) Internship now
6) Being a senior facilitator as well

Problem?

1) I kinda swear off events. I thought they were too much for me to handle
2) My grades last semester was really bad. I kinda decided to focus on my studies. Of cos, i mentioned something about how i shld be concentrating on getting a bf as well.
3) Besides having to choose between the events, i also have ExPLOR to worry about. I dunno how heavy the workload will be but i don't think it will be something i dun have to commit.
4) I dunno how heavy the workload will be for these events either... And what's the commitment level required from me during summer? I'm like packed this summer...

But...

1) I've been re-thinking about wanting juz a simple life. It's something really desirable but am i made for a simple life? It seems that God made me for something much bigger than just being a house wife right?
2) I'm also re-thinking about getting myself a bf. Well, if its meant to be, it will be. Why do i have to change my life or limit my growth just so that i can get a bf? If it's meant to be, then i will be able to get a bf even when i'm busy and dying from work.
3) I wrote this little prayer in church a few weeks back (7th May). Here's a short line from it: "You've made me to be capable of great things... Teach me how to lead my life the way You want it... To live it to the fullest and not the way i want it to be."

Now you know why i'm troubled? So HOW?


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